I know you're in there!

Dear Baby Daffern,

This past weekend I went to St. Louis! I flew on 2 planes by myself, went on the Metro Link for the first time by myself, and walked the streets of St. Louis by myself.... but for some reason I didn't think I was alone at all. I can't really explain it but I knew you were with me, I even bought you a little gift! Every time I travel I get your Daddy a shot glass from whatever city I'm in (drinking is BAD) so I decided to get you your first gift too! It's a cute little stone that says "hope" on it, I got you that because your daddy and I reallyyyy hope you're in there! He even texts me everyday and tells me how much he hopes I'm pregnant! Here are some physical reasons why I really think I am:

• Increased heart rate
• Nausea
• Starving
• Thirsty 
• I had cramping and spotting last week
• Burping
• Tired
• Emotional!
• Huuuuge, tender breasts  

 Here is why I am hesitant to get too excited, I've taken about 6 pregnancy tests in the past couple of weeks and ALL are negative :( Dude this is annoying. I've never been so sure of anything in my life but the tests have yet to confirm you're in there! But I know you are ;) Hopefully I'm not crazy.

Love you!

xoxo,

Mommy (I'm pretty sure)